morning weight: xxx lbs
Valentine's Day goal: xxx lbs
In the Reward Jar: $41
Well, I don't know why I'm up a pound, but I am. I will blame it on PMS although it is doubtful ToM will actually show up this week as it should.
Our VIP guest Lo is now a permanent member of our house. Guess I should tell my mother? Lo is actually driving me a bit crazy as she's having a severe allergic reaction to something that I cannot determine what it is and I am waiting on vet records to get her an appointment. Which is like waiting for molasses to drip. I'd rather not have to pay for things she's already had done, but if this morning's desperate scratching is any indication, I may not be able to wait much longer. The oatmeal bath gave her only temporary relief. And the benadryl is no longer having an effect.
I am behind in my work deadlines. This is not a good thing. But I swear to myself that I will not give up the gym to get work done. Maybe that sounds foolish in these times when I need to be thankful I have a job, but this company sucks the life out of everyone I know there. It isn't just me. We're not machines. We're human beings, and we deserve to be able to have our weekends to ourselves. I could see if the company was floundering. But it isn't. It is thriving. Especially as we worked most weekends all summer and fall and the company came out ahead as a result. Sorry but, damn I need a break. They can suck it.
Losing Weight; Finding Men
"Never make someone a priority in your life when you are just their option."