Losing Weight; Finding Men
"Never make someone a priority in your life when you are just their option."
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Well, I met my goal, a week late. Hahaha. Gonna get me some flowers now.
Yes, there is something beautiful here. If I look closely, pay attention, and remember.
I am lonely as hell this weekend. The dogs have rabies shots today. Other than that, I'd love to just pack up the car and head somewhere, anywhere. Maybe I will hit the beach, but I don't know that Lo can do all that sand walking.
Now this is something really beautiful, isn't it? To see that 6 on there, next to my stubby toes, finally again. 100 pounds from now would be... My god, I haven't weighed that since high school. Best not to think about it, I am just focusing on getting to 200. That would be a dream come true. Determined to hang onto it this weekend. Will not be diving into carbs, will not, will not, will not.
However, I'm fairly convinced that if a man, probably any man, dares to speak to me and crosses my path this weekend, I just might have to devour him. It may not be what I need, but suddenly sex without a relationship seems to be just what I want at the moment.
I am woman, hear me roar.
If I wait a moment, it might change.