Losing Weight; Finding Men

"Never make someone a priority in your life when you are just their option."

Saturday, February 21, 2009

2.6.9.



Well, I met my goal, a week late. Hahaha. Gonna get me some flowers now.

Yes, there is something beautiful here. If I look closely, pay attention, and remember.



I am lonely as hell this weekend. The dogs have rabies shots today. Other than that, I'd love to just pack up the car and head somewhere, anywhere. Maybe I will hit the beach, but I don't know that Lo can do all that sand walking.

Now this is something really beautiful, isn't it? To see that 6 on there, next to my stubby toes, finally again. 100 pounds from now would be... My god, I haven't weighed that since high school. Best not to think about it, I am just focusing on getting to 200. That would be a dream come true. Determined to hang onto it this weekend. Will not be diving into carbs, will not, will not, will not.



However, I'm fairly convinced that if a man, probably any man, dares to speak to me and crosses my path this weekend, I just might have to devour him. It may not be what I need, but suddenly sex without a relationship seems to be just what I want at the moment.

I am woman, hear me roar.

If I wait a moment, it might change.


2 comments:

Soxy Deb said...

THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!!

Way to go D! I am so proud of you.

And your pictures are gorgeous. Way too gorgeous (and awake) for the timestamp to be right. That's too friggin early in the morning to look that HAWT!

Sarah said...

That is awesome! 269!

you're like butter to me

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