morning weight: 274 lbs
Down 3 lbs this week. That feels good. Haven't been back to the gym yet Deb, so hold off on kicking my ass, but the period has been doing that instead.
Going on a date tonight. Don't know much about him but I'm excited just to go out. Excited just to be asked. Even if it only lasts an hour.
My face looks like it has leprosy. Not kidding. At nearly 39 years old.
Oh well, maybe it'll be dark in the bar and he won't notice.
Or maybe he'll be nice enough to know those things can change.
My biggest fear is that I don't want to seem desperate but the truth is I'd do anything for a real hug and a kiss.
Losing Weight; Finding Men
"Never make someone a priority in your life when you are just their option."