Losing Weight; Finding Men

"Never make someone a priority in your life when you are just their option."

Friday, December 5, 2008

Giving It a Chance

morning weight: 274 lbs

Down 3 lbs this week. That feels good. Haven't been back to the gym yet Deb, so hold off on kicking my ass, but the period has been doing that instead.

Going on a date tonight. Don't know much about him but I'm excited just to go out. Excited just to be asked. Even if it only lasts an hour.

*deep breath*

My face looks like it has leprosy. Not kidding. At nearly 39 years old.

Oh well, maybe it'll be dark in the bar and he won't notice.

Or maybe he'll be nice enough to know those things can change.

My biggest fear is that I don't want to seem desperate but the truth is I'd do anything for a real hug and a kiss.


Soxy Deb said...

Ok I'll give you a break since your having your monthly visit, but you really need to get those endorphines hopping as soon as you can.

I'm stoked to hear about your date.
Can't wait to hear how it goes.

Congrats on the 3 pounds!! I think I may have gained back one. I had some rice yesterday. And by some I mean A LOT (haha), but I dont feel bad about it. I'll just get back on track now. I learned that from you. :)

Anonymous said...

Congrats on the loss, and WHOO HOO on the date, please let us know how it goes!

Carolina Girl said...

I'm SO proud of you. Losing anything this time of year is amazing. I can't wait to hear about your date...

you're like butter to me

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