Losing Weight; Finding Men

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Thursday, January 24, 2008

Take the female hormones and...

Pounds lost: 3 lbs
Pounds to go: 48 lbs

...throw them out the window! UGH! It kills me to put those numbers up higher than they were last post. Dammit! Curse being a female. Every three weeks, my body decides to hold on to weight and even gain!? Whose idea was this period thing anyway? I'm not going to have children....let's just get it over with already. *grumble*

I am having a hard time with stress. Stress and loneliness are making me want to eat carbs. What is the comfort there...why does a fuller stomach push the bad stuff away for a little while for me? What is the connection and how do I break it.

Keep active. Yes. Keep active. I hear the voice in my head. UGH! How? I'm so tired from work, all I want to do is sleep. I'm taking a multivitamin, iron supplements, and I'm meditating to try to maintain a level of sanity. I can't walk, it is too damn cold right now. Excuse? Well I don't see you walking 2 miles around a lake in January. Join a gym. Yeah, right. Like I can afford that. And if I did pay, would I actually go and lift weights in front of other people? Talk about anxiety level. Cringe.

I'm going to look into doing an all whey protein shake week; maybe it'll kick start me back in the right direction.

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