Losing Weight; Finding Men
"Never make someone a priority in your life when you are just their option."
Friday, March 7, 2008
April 10th goal: 246 lbs
Total lost since June 2006: 36 lbs
What a struggle. Unable to stay focused. Unable to exercise due to some physical pain. And allowing myself to be pulled off course by outside forces. I had to scrap the other goal as I am now 38 days away from vacation. Revise and rework, a constant theme in my life. Oh well.
Last Sunday I made a conscious choice to overeat. I wanted to feel the fullness in my stomach, because it was concrete and the problems I was dealing were so out of my actual control as well as intangible. I did try to resolve my feelings by not eating. It didn't work. Still, it was only one day.
Bruce was incredible. More energy than I have ever had. Up on that stage doing what he loves. If that isn't an inspiration....