Losing Weight; Finding Men

"Never make someone a priority in your life when you are just their option."

Monday, October 15, 2007

Isolated Thoughts

total lost: 35 lbs
total days: 119

OK that's good....2 lbs back down after just one day of weighing and 7 days of lo-carbing again. Yay for me. Even more evidence that enjoying carbs on an occasional basis will not cause permanent damage once I am at goal. I can do this, and it is getting easier.

The rest of my life....now that's another story....feeling more and more isolated, more and more alone. And here's the scary part: the more I'm away from others, the less I want to be with them. Go shopping when other people are shopping? You must be kidding. Go to a party? No way. Go to a movie theater? I did that and I was horrified that two people sat in the row behind me. I'm turning into a diva. Go to a concert? Yes, but....everyone around me better shut the fuck up. Go to a wedding.....uhoh, yup, that's coming up. Have to find a dress......wah!!!! My hair! My hair is not doing well. Very dead hair, should be all cut off. Maybe I should do that. Maybe I should.

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Just a Lovable Party Girl
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