Losing Weight; Finding Men

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

April Fool Me

What's worse than 2 days of monster PMS? Two days of monster PMS and no MS arriving. Grrr.

I'm late for work but I don't really care. I'm going to tell them I'm leaving today. Yup. Moving back to Massachusetts. In June.

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Well...OK so I'm not. But I'm going to see if I can pull a joke off on my team. We'll see.

I met Mr Listener's 4 year old son. Finally, I'm one of the cool kids; the boy thinks I'm fun. Go figure. and the little cutie pie was asking for me the next day. Isn't that sweet? What struck me most oddly is I dated Lenny for 4 years and I was never able to meet his fully grown son, because "it would be too hard for him." Talk about mental ridiculousness. What do I know, maybe it is easier for younger ones to just roll with it all. And then maybe Lenny's son really was mentally and emotional unstable. Don't worry, I'm not dwelling, just reflecting back.

And I must remember that Mr Listener and I are not dating. We're getting to know each other. Umhm. With innuendos and flirting galore. Well, I've turned my sensual desires and longing for kisses inward, and hopefully through meditation and exercise, I can keep it all at bay. Two other guys are barking up my online tree to ask me out, but I'm just not interested. Mr Listener gets me on many levels that I don't have to explain. It's almost like he's got an advantage over another guy. I don't know how to explain it, but I'm speaking logically, not emotionally. But if he's really in tune with me, then surely he knows he's driving me crazy by not kissing me. That's OK, we'll see if I can outlast him! I love a challenge.

Saw Tool Booth Guy who acted as if nothing was unspoken between us. Still calling me sweetheart, still asking how I am, etc. Whatever dude. You had a shot at this amazing package. Your loss.

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Tuesday, March 31
Life Fitness Treadmill
Standing heart rate: 82
Workout heart rate: 142-145-150
Workout mode: FAT BURN 30 min @ 2.8 mph; 30 mins @ 3.0
Calories: 678 Distance: 2:94 Time: 65:00

Note: I like this mode. I like feeling my breathing level off once the heart rate has been at 145 for about 20 minutes. It is like finding another gear in the mustang. It really feels like a high and I am actually smiling at my reflection in the empty tv monitor. I don't like my hands going numb from griping the sensors.

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